1. leviathanrose:

    like 98% of my problems would be solved if i stopped overthinking things and calmed the fuck down and stopped being such a panicky, anxious little shit

    (via soccermomsandserialkillers)


  2. "You think ‘Okay, I get it, I’m prepared for the worst’, but you hold out that small hope, see, and that’s what fucks you up. That’s what kills you."
    — Stephen King, “Joyland”   (via anditslove)

    (Source: fuckyeah-unclesteve, via soccermomsandserialkillers)


  3. I have done so well recently…
    Stopped drinking
    Opened a business partnership with my best friend that is doing well for it starting up
    Looking for a home to rent/buy with my best friend
    Bought all new equipment for my business
    Maintenance on my car
    Paid off most of my bills

    I just need to continue down this path…

    On a side note…. I have been seeing this girl for about a week now (not dating..) and that seems to be going well… I guess I’ll have to see where this goes. I like how this girl can accept my past, and realize my future and always pushes me to do the best in my life for myself. She is always there for me and a total sweetheart. I believe I was looking in all the wrong places. I just wish I could apologize to several people in my life that I have done wrong to, but I know that isn’t best to do because they wouldn’t accept it.

    4rsenic: I’m sorry, and hope one day you will forgive me for the bullshit. I know you hate me now, but know I was going through a rough time. I handled it incorrectly. Please find it in your heart to forgive me. You always helped me push to be a better person. I took your friendship for granted.

    Jenny: if you read this, I’m sorry for my wording on what you read. You took it incorrectly. I took all my frustration from things and pushed it onto you. You were an awesome friend. Everything was goin sour, but I didn’t mean what I said to be hurtful, it was not being able to understand my context as I put it being in words.


  4. "If anybody could have saved me it would have been you."
    — Virginia Woolf, from her suicide letter to her husband  (via lostwithmargaret)

    (Source: violentwavesofemotion, via kerryjasmine)

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  10. la-distupid:

    Anchor down your feet and say, “fuck the past and everyone that dragged you here

    (via corruption-n-destruction)


  11. I am completely lost and broken. Somewhere down the road I lost myself and my soul. I changed my goals, dreams, and plans.
    The only place I vent is on here, but now I feel I can’t even truly do that, since people know this blog.
    I don’t trust people, or vent to people anymore, and not being able to completely open up on here anymore really isn’t healthy. I’m bottling everything up, and can feel myself snapping. Let’s see what pushes me over finally.


  12. "A drunk man’s actions is a sober man’s thoughts"

  13. "Time is tricky. You have whole months, even years, when nothing changes a speck, when you don’t go anywhere or do anything or think one new thought. And then you can get hit with a day, or an hour, or a half a second when so much happens it’s almost like you got born all over again into some brand-new person you for damn sure never expected to meet."
    — E.R. Frank, Life Is Funny (via feellng)

    (via batmansecrets)


  14. "We all love someone way too fucking much."
    — (via bl-ossomed)

    (Source: hazelhirao, via batmansecrets)