like 98% of my problems would be solved if i stopped overthinking things and calmed the fuck down and stopped being such a panicky, anxious little shit
Peter H. Cha
Lexington, South Carolina
Retired Specialized infantry
Served Two tours overseas
Current Car: Modified Infiniti G37 Sedan
Current Motorcycle: Modified Harley Davidson Nighter 1200cc
Totaled Car: Modified Honda Civic Mugen Conversion
It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop
I'm a pretty down to earth person. I am a gun loving, car obsessing, tattoo addicted guy. I live and I learn, because nobody is perfecting from the beginning. I have done things I am not proud of, but I let my present always succeed my past.
Have any questions? Feel free to ask! I would love to get to know you! Shoot me a message!
I have done so well recently…
Opened a business partnership with my best friend that is doing well for it starting up
Looking for a home to rent/buy with my best friend
Bought all new equipment for my business
Maintenance on my car
Paid off most of my bills
I just need to continue down this path…
On a side note…. I have been seeing this girl for about a week now (not dating..) and that seems to be going well… I guess I’ll have to see where this goes. I like how this girl can accept my past, and realize my future and always pushes me to do the best in my life for myself. She is always there for me and a total sweetheart. I believe I was looking in all the wrong places. I just wish I could apologize to several people in my life that I have done wrong to, but I know that isn’t best to do because they wouldn’t accept it.
4rsenic: I’m sorry, and hope one day you will forgive me for the bullshit. I know you hate me now, but know I was going through a rough time. I handled it incorrectly. Please find it in your heart to forgive me. You always helped me push to be a better person. I took your friendship for granted.
Jenny: if you read this, I’m sorry for my wording on what you read. You took it incorrectly. I took all my frustration from things and pushed it onto you. You were an awesome friend. Everything was goin sour, but I didn’t mean what I said to be hurtful, it was not being able to understand my context as I put it being in words.
I am completely lost and broken. Somewhere down the road I lost myself and my soul. I changed my goals, dreams, and plans.
The only place I vent is on here, but now I feel I can’t even truly do that, since people know this blog.
I don’t trust people, or vent to people anymore, and not being able to completely open up on here anymore really isn’t healthy. I’m bottling everything up, and can feel myself snapping. Let’s see what pushes me over finally.